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July 22, 2006

my last saturday

For those of you in outter space who have been reading along (no one on Earth reads my blog) this is my last Saturday night of *vacation.*

Mister and I have had an amazing summer.

Before the AF, we had never spent a day apart. Eight years ago, our lives changed. He joined the AF, and we left our lovely home in AZ for the unkknown. We ended up in Boston, and we loved it there. We have great friends there, we were lucky enough to own real estate, we both gained education and job experience, but the one thing that matters most to us is the happiness and committment we have to each other.

After a rapid session of emotional growing up, we realized that although our life in Boston was amazing in many, many ways, and we were making great money, we were missing out on time with each other. We left. We moved across country. We left our careers. We left our family base. We decided that all things considered, the important thing for us to us is to have TIME. Time to relax. Time to know each other and ourselves.

Our LONG adult vacation is ending, and we are happy. That constant crick in my neck is gone. I can sleep on Sunday night. I don’t worry about silly shit. Is this normal?? I can take a moment when Mister does something that grates on me to realize it really doesn’t matter that much. My dogs are now well behaved. I practice my yoga. I am at ease for the first time in my adult life.

Tuesday we start work again. Do you think I will be able to maintain my serentiy, or do I simply need to unplug from the grid completely?

I hope to start blogging more regularly, but who knows. I will certianly be glad when the ET’s get here and know me already.

Off to plan our house warming party. I don’t think I ever planned a party with a smaller guest list. EVER! I am still making punch - even if I drink most of it myself!

Hurray to our new life!

Hurray!!!